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Sat Jul 4, 2009, 9:07 PM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Depeche Mode
  • Drinking: Diet Root Beer
FINALLY I get some new shit up. All shots were taken on the honeymoon.

The tide has turned, at least for the moment. I got bummed out because we had to stay home for the night of the fourth. NO big deal, I know. But I have what I like to call "collapsing depression". One thing goes wrong and its a snowball effect. I start thinking of all the negative shit that isn't right or I don't think will go right and next thing you know I'm in a mood I can't get out of. Its started to happen more lately. I see my shrink in 2 days but I don't think its enough to change or adjust meds over. Even with the meds and my working with them....shit's just going to happen. It pains me to not be making music or even feel the desire to. Its always been my calling to myself. Its one of the very RARE times I feel proud. Maybe its over, maybe its not. It could go either way.

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My two bands. Check it out as dA doesn't have audio:
Battle Cry: [link]
LaconicAura: [link]
Yahoo IM: kings9979 (i'm rarely on MSN or other)
Blog: [link]

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Visual and literary art as well as original music:
Battle Cry: [link]
LaconicAura: [link]

29/Male/Minnesota USA

Interests: Viewing art, making friends and submitting art when I can.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Minnesota, USA
  • Interests: photography, music, literary arts, graphic design
  • Favourite movie: King Arthur, Schindler's List, Boondock Saints, Fight Club, Black Hawk Down, many more
  • Favourite band or musician: depeche mode, hans zimmer, front line assembly, NIN, TOOL, Stabbing Westward, more
  • Favourite genre of music: electronic/classical/triphop/rock/other
  • Favourite poet or writer: Ray Bradbury, Henry Rollins, Anne Rice, Stephen King
  • Favourite photographer: Anton Corbijn
  • Operating System: Vista
  • Personal Quote: "there was never a brick that laid ahead that didn't need a soulful traveler"

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~ItsNotUpToYou:iconItsNotUpToYou: 5 days 1 hour ago
as always, thanks!

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"i could fill up the lake with all the things i didnt say. had a good run anyway."
~X-ample:iconX-ample: 4 days 16 hours ago
you're welcome :)

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my music:

LaconicAura: [link]

Battle Cry: [link]

my stock: ~xample-stock
~DaughterOfTheRain:iconDaughterOfTheRain: Jul 4, 2009, 1:17:39 AM
thanks :hug:

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:heart: All My Screaming Has Gone Unheard :heart:
~Sweet-Decadence-Club
~X-ample:iconX-ample: Jul 4, 2009, 3:40:09 PM
you bet! :)

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my music:

LaconicAura: [link]

Battle Cry: [link]

my stock: ~xample-stock
~YetisGirl:iconYetisGirl: Jul 2, 2009, 7:43:12 AM
BRIAN!! :)

Yes, somehow my email acct. through yahoo wound up deleted. I have no idea how, but when I went to log into my acct. on myspace, my password no longer worked and I couldn't retrieve the password because my email was no longer valid. What a world.

Emily
~X-ample:iconX-ample: Jul 3, 2009, 7:28:30 AM
oh no. sounds like you kinda got hacked. Happened to me once, and that sucks!! well I'm glad you're ok and not in harm's way (was my biggest fear). If you want, note me your new addy n such. if not, just note me hehe, miss ya!!

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my music:

LaconicAura: [link]

Battle Cry: [link]

my stock: ~xample-stock
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*hennanights:iconhennanights: Jun 25, 2009, 5:16:58 PM
Thanks for the watch!

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Bob Carlos Clarke said of his wife Lindsey once "It takes a strong woman to be with a man that is obsessed with photographing the woman at the next table...."

Darklight Photography [link] Dance [link]
*hennanights:iconhennanights: Jun 4, 2009, 6:30:20 AM
I was passing by and thought I would say :wave:

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One can have no smaller or greater mastery than mastery of oneself. ~ da vinci
~X-ample:iconX-ample: Jun 15, 2009, 6:12:21 AM
:wave:

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my music:

LaconicAura: [link]

Battle Cry: [link]

my stock: ~xample-stock
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