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Mass DestructionYou disrespect
Destroying any trust built up Tearing us up inside Whatever happened to you
I lose myself more and more Trying to save you from destruction Everything attempted blows up Give us a sign you're still alive inside
I can't seem to forget
The things you've been doing You've turned your back on us Have you any remorse?
Now you want to pull away more All over something temporary Don't burn bridges unless you're sure The reason will hold up in years Mass Destruction
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The Bubble SongYou fought for years
To teach me to fear Controlling every moment Scoff at me for laughing
So much of my life you Held me from seeing beauty In the good and the bad Of our own little worlds
Years later I remember a time A face in the distance becoming blurred I feel overwhelming power and pride As I've taken control of my life
This how its supposed to be Not your little bubble you call home My sympathies to see you haven't changed Such will always be the case
Years later I remember a time A face in the distance be The Bubble Song
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Rejection -Scrambled-
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Remains NamelessSo many things I want to say But hold back because of a fear Of offending anyone who lends an ear The pressure’s building
Its part of my nature To make wrong things right But in reality my opinion remains Quite meaningless in the scheme of things
So, I continue to bite my tongue When something should be done If only I could overcome this fear Of offending anyone who lends an ear Remains Nameless
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ExhaustedIn the early morning hours again Another dream woke me Elements of suicide and danger Startling me as if I were to die
Fumbling my way through The dark room surrounding I panic, wondering if its true Was it really just a dream?
I’m so exhausted by these things in my head Just let me sleep and curl up into a ball I’m so exhausted by these dreams haunting Stalking me as if I’m some victim

I find the light and it shines in Learning these things are untrue Does it really matter for all the pain For loved ones are in dange Exhausted
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A Moment In TimeThere was a moment in time When I almost thought I was needed After baring my soul And opened myself to harm
But everything is nothing It wasn’t as it seems The pain and loneliness
I feel is a terminal pain
There was a moment in time When you looked into my eyes Listened to what I was saying Now you look away as if lies
But everything is nothing It wasn’t as it seems The pain and loneliness
I feel is a terminal pain A Moment In Time
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Staring
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Leaving II
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RealityI’ve woken up suddenly The world I thought was real Is nothing more than a mirage
The real world has greeted me
As I awake the room is cold Can barely see its so dark The wind blowing in the leaves Everything seems to be dead
I’ve lead myself down a path Of lies and fairy tales I cannot live in this world There is far too much reality Reality
What I thought was real The flowers and the hope Was nothing more than ashes Blowing through time
Please god help me Save me from this prison Save me fr Reality
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Journal Entry: Sat Nov 14, 2009, 8:17 AM

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Having trouble holding up against the pressures of falling apart myself. Between money and some other major issues. This morning I find myself listening to sad music because I feel I can't really hold back any longer. Its really hard to talk to people cuz all I want to do is vent, vent, vent and that's not really something a good person does ALL the time. I'd hate to become that narcissistic. So, again I try and hold back my words.

I've totally stepped back and lost any momentum for art. Esp. for music. I'm so hurt that I don't even want to bother because some topics aren't appropriate to write a song about (too delicate). I just wanted to let everyone know what was up, hoping I don't grow too distant because of my absence. Life just keeps throwing hunks of shit at you and I guess I just have to find my way out.

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Visual and literary art as well as original music:
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30/Male/Minnesota USA

Interests: Viewing art, making friends and submitting art when I can.

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Current Residence: Minnesota, USA
Interests: photography, music, literary arts, graphic design
Favourite movie: King Arthur, Schindler's List, Boondock Saints, Fight Club, Black Hawk Down, many more
Favourite band or musician: depeche mode, hans zimmer, front line assembly, NIN, TOOL, Stabbing Westward, more
Favourite genre of music: electronic/classical/triphop/rock/other
Favourite poet or writer: Ray Bradbury, Henry Rollins, Anne Rice, Stephen King
Favourite photographer: Anton Corbijn
Operating System: Vista
MP3 player of choice: Zune
Skin of choice: my own
Favourite cartoon character: Beavis & Butthead
Personal Quote: "there was never a brick that laid ahead that didn't need a soulful traveler"

Website: http://www.myspace.com/BrianofBattleCry
Email: music_man_mn@yahoo.com
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~unforgivenlife 6 hours 38 minutes ago

thanks so muc for the

, glad you liked it.

--
Theres no comfort in the truth, Pain is all you'll find-seether

some were meant and some meant well, the difference between us is so hard to tell.-Finger Eleven

Cause I’ve drawn regret, From the truth, Of a thousand lies.-linkin Park